It’s after 2 am. I have a huge test tomorrow, and a project due. But I have spent more time looking off into space than I have in studying. My heart hurts. My whole body is filled with sadness. I keep crying for no apparent reason. I can’t concentrate on homework. I hate my life how it is right now. I am so confused, and I don’t know what to do. I hate being super honest like this in my…
So I have this test tomorrow in my class Vis Gis. I’m a little worried about it. You are probably wondering what this class is anyways. That’s the problem. I don’t even know. Its official title is “Visualization and GIS”. What do those terms mean? Geographic data? Making maps using software? Why am I taking a class in this? On to other news… I am going to Tree’s house this weekend. It should be fun. I am too tired right…
I don’t have much to say, except that I’m kind of down right now. I am so tired of life. I have no motivation to do anything, nothing interests me right now… I feel like all I’m doing is just waiting. They say time heals a broken heart, and it just feels like there’s nothing to live for today. Everything in my life right now is so temporary. I get frustrated because I’d like to improve my life, but I…
The other day I was walking from the Grille with a Mountain Dew in my hand, and a bee started chasing me. It kept landing on the Mountain Dew, and I was really scared it would sting my hand. I couldn’t get it away. Finally I set the cup down and ran away a little bit (people were looking at me strangely), and that seemed to do it. I retrieved my cup and ran to the nearest building. It got…
I feel like i IM people too much. I am usually bored/lonely and so I look down my buddy list and find someone who’s not idle or away. Then I immediately pelt them with IMs. I don’t know if this bothers people. Sometimes they are like “I’m sorry but I have to go” and sign off. Other times I have a long and great conversation. I don’t want to be the annoying one that you block because I am constantly…