to IM or not to IM?
I feel like i IM people too much. I am usually bored/lonely and so I look down my buddy list and find someone who’s not idle or away. Then I immediately pelt them with IMs.
I don’t know if this bothers people. Sometimes they are like “I’m sorry but I have to go” and sign off. Other times I have a long and great conversation. I don’t want to be the annoying one that you block because I am constantly IMing you.
This is a petty issue… I don’t even know why I think about it. I guess I want people to like me so I want to be very careful to not be annoying. I wish I could be invisible so I could find out what people say about me, so I could fix all the things people don’t like.
But then, I shouldn’t be trying to change myself to what other people think, but rather to what God thinks. That’s hard, especially when your life is messed up by people who don’t like you. :-( God, what kind of person do You want me to be? Do You want me to IM or not to IM?