Hmm, I feel like I had something specific to say in my blog today. But now I can’t remember. Oh well. I am really tired. I just woke up, having gone to sleep around 5 am. It’s getting harder and harder for me to be okay with working till 3 or 4 am. Wehn midnight rolls around, I want to go home. Am I being too picky? Should I just suck it up and work the 60 hours a week?…
Despite my lack of sleep, I had a very good day today. I went to church in the morning, then had lunch with my family and then my sister and I watched all the TV shows I missed this past week. Then Melissa called and I had an absolutely wonderful conversation with her, that was probably one of the highlights of my day. I really miss her, and she was so excited and – can i say it? – passionate…
So I’ve been wondering if I have insomnia. I never really thought about it before seriously until Paul brought it up, saying that it’s not normal for me to be so tired all the time yet unable to sleep. So tonight I am up, awake, and I decided to do a little research. Apparently a lot of the things I experience are symptoms of insomnia. The most obvious, of course, is my inability to fall asleep most nights. Also, I…
The cats decided to hold the Indy 500 in my bedroom this morning. I woke up around 6:30 (2 hours after i went to bed!) with them racing wildly around. I tried to kick them out, but my method in my sleepy state was to stand at my bedroom door and say “Out! Out!”. Yeah, anyone who’s had cats will tell you that won’t work. So I climbed back into bed and fell asleep. I saw a headline today that…
Paul left this morning. It was wonderful to see him, but our hearts were heavy. There is a lot going on right now. We’ve successfully turned both sets of parents against us by this visit, and now we’re left with more questions than answers. I can explain more of what’s going on later, when things become a little more concrete. I’ve been down all day. I am sad that Paul left. I am sad that this visit couldn’t be just…