I’m sure everyone is jealous; isn’t the art building where everyone wants to spend their Friday nights?? Surely I’m not the only one. I do know that i AM the only one in my apartment who’s not going home this weekend. So i get a nice four-man Fairlane apartment to myself. But if you’re worried about me being lonely, don’t worry. Cuz i’m here in the art building. :-) But yes. My senior show opens three weeks from today. I’ve…
I can’t explain it but I have this horrible feeling of dread. I’ve had it off and on for a while now, and I don’t know what or what I’m expecting. I wish I could stop it… I would love to just calm down and relax and be able to sleep at night or eat a whole meal. It started when I saw Isaac tonight. Not that Isaac fills me with dread, but the significance was that I was giving…
They sold it. My grandparents sold their house. I will never see it again, unless I get down to Atlanta before November 12. My home for the past 16 years. The one place with childhood memories. I’m in shock. I don’t know what to think or feel. I have lost so much so recently… I’m scared to think what else God will take away from me.
Well my first class of today got out early, and I came back to the apartment to look for my wallet. I found it almost immediately which made me feel really stupid in the first place. *sigh* At least I have it now and I have a few minutes to kill before chapel. Yesterday was the first day of classes. I only have one on Tuesdays: Art History. It should be… well the same as last semester’s art history class….
Well it’s been a crazy weekend. After having my heart broken in a million pieces on Tuesday night, I managed to stumble through Wednesday and put on a good face while I tried to focus on the things I needed to do. I really did feel okay on Wednesday. Thursday was bad. I left in the morning for Atlanta. I cried a lot. My mom came home from work for about half an hour to see me off. I cried…