So I have this test tomorrow in my class Vis Gis. I’m a little worried about it. You are probably wondering what this class is anyways. That’s the problem. I don’t even know. Its official title is “Visualization and GIS”. What do those terms mean? Geographic data? Making maps using software? Why am I taking a class in this? On to other news… I am going to Tree’s house this weekend. It should be fun. I am too tired right…
My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught at the voice of the enemy, at the stares of the wicked;for they bring down suffering upon me and revile me in their anger. My heart is in anguish within me; the terrors of death assail me.Fear and trembling have beset me; horror has overwhelmed me.I said, “Oh, that I had the wings of a dove! I would fly away and be at rest-I would flee far away and stay in the…
God, thanks for people like Bethany. She reminds me that I do want to continue to seek You. Please continue to bring those types of relationships in my life. I think I’m understanding the idea of the depravity of man, and the Calvinistic view that we can’t reach out to You in our own sin. I like the image of a lamb, trying to jump into his master’s arms. He can’t do it; it’s too high. He has to wait…
I can’t explain it but I have this horrible feeling of dread. I’ve had it off and on for a while now, and I don’t know what or what I’m expecting. I wish I could stop it… I would love to just calm down and relax and be able to sleep at night or eat a whole meal. It started when I saw Isaac tonight. Not that Isaac fills me with dread, but the significance was that I was giving…
I can hear the slap of the back cover of a book as it closes and I pull out a new book, ready to begin a whole new chapter of my life. All the pages are blank as of yet; I have no idea what will fill them. The last chapter ended suddenly – my three-month engagement was abruptly cut short faster than I could understand it myself, and the last pages of that chapter were filled with heartache and…