I need your prayers right now. Satan has come attacking full force. This is really serious and although I know God will pull me through this, I feel so weak and helpless. Psalm 22:11 “[God,] Do not be far from me, for trouble is near and there is no one to help.”
I have aged ten years since yesterday. Sometimes, God throws curveballs at the most unexpected and inopportune times. For those who sent concerned emails about my away message, I am okay. “Valley of the shadow of death” refered to a figurative death, not a literal one… The death of a dream, of plans, of innocence. I’m sorry to be so vague, but there’s nothing more I can say. Today was one of the worst and longest days of my life….
Last night, Eagle Eye Cherry’s song “Save Tonight” was going through my head. And before I knew it, it was morning… And I was waving goodbye to Paul as he drove off… And once again we are apart. I think the day he leaves is one of the worst, because right now I just want him here again. But I did enjoy my two week visit with him. It seemed much longer than two weeks, which is so nice. We…