I’m in a pensive mood today. I feel like discussing something deep, but I don’t know what. I’m incredibly tired right now because I had a long night last night. I picked up an extra shift at the desk so I didn’t go to the dungeon yesterday afternoon like I should have… But I did get some things done that needed to get done, like registering for my practicum this summer and printing out Bible verses to hang around the floor. Paul and I went out with Ann and David to Ivanhoe’s which was fun, but Paul and I were both tired and stressed, so neither of us felt very social. Something happened yesterday that kind of bothered me. I found out by someone mentioning it (I hate finding things out that way) that there is a senior banquet for the seniors in Gerig next week. It makes me really upset that I wasn’t invited. I know, I’m not a senior… but I am in my last year, and I’m not going to be here in the spring to go to the one in my class. Also, all my friends are seniors and I associate myself with their class more (especially after taking senior seminar this semester and senior capstone over j-term). I’m not saying I necessarily “should have” been invited, but I do feel excluded. I’ve been considered a senior so often now (example: I am attending the CSS senior banquet on Monday) that I guess I expect it and am surprised when I’m not included. So I don’t know how to deal with this… it will be even harder on Thursday (when the banquet is) when I will have to eat at the Grille by myself. :-( So yesterday that shook me up quite a bit. And also the attitude of the person who’s coordinating this, how she was like “No that’s for seniors” and then “Where’s Paul? I need his money!” So I paid for Paul which I guess is the closest I’ll come to ever going to a senior banquet (with the exception of the CSS one on Monday).
I guess that’s it for now on my side. I’m in a pensive mood so I might post more ramblings later. :-)