I have aged ten years since yesterday. Sometimes, God throws curveballs at the most unexpected and inopportune times.

For those who sent concerned emails about my away message, I am okay. “Valley of the shadow of death” refered to a figurative death, not a literal one… The death of a dream, of plans, of innocence. I’m sorry to be so vague, but there’s nothing more I can say.

Today was one of the worst and longest days of my life. I am terrified about what’s going to happen, how my life is going to change. I need to lean on God right now, because only He can sustain me.

Maybe I’ll blog later… I have a lot to think through and I appreciate your support. I hope you understand why I can’t say anything, and can leave it at that.