For some reason, I ordered half the amount of plexiglass I needed. Why did I do this? Argh. :-( So now first thing on Monday I have to order more plexi… And pray that it will get done on time. *sigh* Now I know why it was cheaper than I thought… I’m tired of life. Someone shoot me and put me out of my misery.
God, thanks for people like Bethany. She reminds me that I do want to continue to seek You. Please continue to bring those types of relationships in my life. I think I’m understanding the idea of the depravity of man, and the Calvinistic view that we can’t reach out to You in our own sin. I like the image of a lamb, trying to jump into his master’s arms. He can’t do it; it’s too high. He has to wait…
A week from today, I need to hang my show. Yikes! Am I ready? This weekend is going to be busy… The past two weeks in senate we have been listening to different clubs on campus petition for funding, and we have been voting on how much to give them. It’s quite fun, but this morning when my alarm went off I took a vote inside my head as to whether the motion to get up had passed or not,…
I left the art building shortly before 1 last night. I was so exhausted; after attempting some of the homework I had due today, I gave up and sank into bed. Unfortunately, I could not sleep. I kept unintentionally jolting myself awake, sure that I was about to roll off the edge of my bed. I closed my eyes and tried to tell myself a nice story, but my thoughts kept going back to my show… I need to get…
I’m not a perfect personThere’s many things I wish I didn’t doBut I continue learningI never meant to do those things to youAnd so I have to say before I goThat I just want you to know I’ve found a reason for meTo change who I used to beA reason to start over newand the reason is you I’m sorry that I hurt youIt’s something I must live with everydayAnd all the pain I put you throughI wish that I…