cloudy yesterday, sunshine today?
I had a really rough day yesterday, despite the fact that it was Paul’s birthday. It was also cloudy and dreary, and felt cooler than it’s been, which didn’t help at all. Tears threatened all day as I tried to focus on my tasks at hand, and when I was all alone I let them flow which was somewhat freeing.
I feel like I’ve been posting a lot of negative things recently, and I apologize! But I don’t want anyone to think that I have it all together, or that my life is rosy and full of rainbows and kittens. (Sadly, my life has NO kittens right now, something which contributes to my mood greatly.)
But yeah, this is the real me. My sad days seem to be outnumbering my happy days right now… And sometimes I wonder if it’s all worth it? But I’m hoping the coming of spring and the warmer, sunshiney days will lift my mood. I need it.
Not looking for advice, just letting you know what’s on my mind.
6 thoughts on “cloudy yesterday, sunshine today?”
Poor thing! Hang in there. We all have glum days, or even glum seasons. I am just coming out of one myself. You seem like such a great person — I love reading your blog and hope that your fog will lift soon.
Thank you so much, Char!! Your comment was encouraging.
I cried or almost cried all day yesterday too. I understand the sad season as well. Spring normally helps with it, but We all have our moments. I hope yours (and mine) ends soon!
Unfortunately, this is my norm as well, despite the fact that I feel I’ve made positive changes in my life. The first part of my day was alright, but as I was making dinner and the kiddos continued to get fussy, I just felt worn down. I started tearing up at one point when they were both crying; sometimes I wish I didn’t have to take care of everyone! It didn’t help that it was cold and rainy, and then later snowed. *sigh*
We all have glum days :-/. I like that you’re willing to be honest. I hate reading nauseatingly 100% positive blogs that sound like motivational speeches or just plain bragging :-P. Don’t get me wrong, I also don’t like perpetual whines. . . I just like honesty :-). A mix of the good and bad, and you do that well!
Sorry to hear it. :( Completely understand both bad days AND bad, sad seasons in life. Praying for you.
Btw, interesting how even when we’re at our lowest, God can still use us. You were a big encouragement to ME on Sunday. I have been thanking God all week for you and inviting me to your church and making me feel so comfortable and welcome there. I truly greatly enjoyed Sunday and getting to see you in the morning and evening.
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