I had a really rough day yesterday, despite the fact that it was Paul’s birthday. It was also cloudy and dreary, and felt cooler than it’s been, which didn’t help at all. Tears threatened all day as I tried to focus on my tasks at hand, and when I was all alone I let them flow which was somewhat freeing.
I feel like I’ve been posting a lot of negative things recently, and I apologize! But I don’t want anyone to think that I have it all together, or that my life is rosy and full of rainbows and kittens. (Sadly, my life has NO kittens right now, something which contributes to my mood greatly.)
But yeah, this is the real me. My sad days seem to be outnumbering my happy days right now… And sometimes I wonder if it’s all worth it? But I’m hoping the coming of spring and the warmer, sunshiney days will lift my mood. I need it.
Not looking for advice, just letting you know what’s on my mind.