dreams

I overslept today, waking up at 12:30. I went to bed at 3, so I didn’t have an excuse to get that much sleep. The reason was because I didn’t want to wake up. In my dream, Paul was with me. And we (among many of last year’s graduates) were all visiting Taylor – Homecoming I guess. It was so wonderful to be there with Paul. To see him every day… To show him things I was excited about.

I woke up missing him more and more. I didn’t want my dream to stop, because I’d much rather be there in dreamland with Paul. I miss you, Paul!


culture-less

So I was accused the other day of not having any culture. I’m a good 10+ years younger than most of the other people I work with, and they were really surprised to hear that I don’t know about the things they grew up with.

I was really hurt when I was accused of not having any culture, and I responded at the time by point out that I lived in cornfields the past four years. Now I regret saying that: there’s nothing about going to Taylor that prevents me from experiencing culture. What they were more accusing me was not having THEIR culture, which was a generation before me.

At the time, I felt like I had just been born and that I didn’t know anything about the world. But it’s more that my culture is very different from most people, because I have a mixture of Peruvian and American and Christian.

I was born in the 80s, and lived in the States. I had Hello Kitty dolls and watched Mr. Roger’s Neighborhood and Sesame Street. I loved Muppet Babies the most. I wasn’t allowed to watch Saved By the Bell. I had a Sesame Street lunchbox in first grade and my favorite doll was (and is) a Cabbage Patch. I loved my Lite Brite and my Spirograph. In second grade, our favorite TV show was Square One. I moved to Peru in 1992. I still watched some American TV, but I didn’t have US cable channels. My favorite cartoons were Chip and Dale, and Aladdin. I also liked Tale Spin. I was into Psalty tapes and McGee and Me. My favorite sitcom was Full House, and I watched Diagnosis Murder. I didn’t watch many movies except for Disney cartoons and whatever we received in the mail from the States – like Homeward Bound. I played in the park with my Peruvian friends and played a lot of imagination games – with Barbies and Little People. I liked these little pacifier things that I don’t know the name of, and Slam books. I wanted to get a hairband with what looked like real hair on it, but of course they didn’t sell any with red hair. We played MASH and another similar game with lines and Xs and Os. I was obsessed with books, and was always writing a story. I played Chip’s Challenge and Ski and Writer Rabbit on the computer.

I got a shock in 7th grade when I moved back to the States, but I had culture then too. Dr. Pepper was the cool thing to drink, and peaches were all the hit because of the song. We liked the song “Breakfast At Tiffany’s” and saw movies like Twister and Flipper. I moved back to Peru. I had culture then, too. I listened to Christian music – D.C. Talk, Newsboys, Point of Grace, Jars of Clay. I listened to the radio and heard Peruvian music like Shakira and Enrique Iglesias and of course, Ricky Martin. Christina Aguilera, NSync, Backstreet Boys, and Britney Spears were all the hit too – especially the first two because they made songs in Spanish. I watched movies like Titanic and Deep Impact, and TV shows like Candid Camera and 7th Heaven.

So I’ve decided that I do have culture; it’s just much different than theirs. I don’t think they realize that a new generation is entering the work force. I feel a little bit lonely, because there isn’t anyone my age. When they’re reminiscing about their TV shows, I feel a little left out because I don’t know what they’re talking about. But I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m not culture-less, just a mixture of lots of cultures. And I think I need to say that next time.


62 hours

62 hours… Yes, folks, that’s how many hours I worked this week. That evens out to be almost $1,000 for me. I am dead tired.

But I have the evening all to myself tonight! Hooray! I got to eat with my family for dinner tonight (believe it or not, I actually left work early). Now I need to watch all the TV shows that I had my sister tape for me this past week. And I don’t have to work tomorrow! :-D I’m really happy about that!!

Okay, I am getting away from the computer for now. :-) Time to live life!


sleepy

Well it was another late night for me last night. I got home at 3 – so only an 11 hour shift instead of 13. I am quite sleepy. Again I had trouble going to sleep, and I had to wake up early to take my cats to the vet for some routine shots.

By the way, thanks for all your responses to my Valentine’s post. I am going to write a follow-up on the same topic, but later. I’m too tired to think right now.

Frankie, I’m not working for a textbook company specifically, but for a publisher who takes the text from a company and puts it all in the correct pages and then sends the books to the printer. Right now, I’m working with a client called Sopris West doing reprints to the teacher’s guide for an ESL book. Before that, I was working on stuff for a client named Holt, Rinehart and Winston, but it was material specifically for California. (I guess each state produces their own textbooks?)

At work, when I’m printing my pages I usually go stand by the printer and watch them come out. The printer is one of those big fancy ones that doubles as a copier (and probably other things too). While it’s printing it has a message on the screen that says, “Printing Job. To make copies, press Interrupt.” It cracks me up because I always read it as “To make copies, please Interrupt.” I don’t know why I find that so funny. Maybe it’s because I’m getting little sleep. :-)

I still really like what I’m doing. A lot. I’m going to look for a job doing specifically this. I also like working second shift. I never dreamed that I would go to a job and be alert for the whole shift (or at least the first 8 hours… I think I’m allowed to get sleepy after that. :-)). I wish more of the world included second shift. I think people would be more productive if they were allowed to work when they were most alert. And it would be nice if working second shift didn’t mean that you had to miss out on a lot of stuff that happens during the evenings.

Well I’m off to have an hour of personal time before I have to go to work again. :-)


5 am and blogging

Hello, ya’ll. It’s 5 am. No, I didn’t just wake up – I actually just got home from work. That’s right. I just got home from my shift that started at 3 pm. That’s over 13 hours at one time, and I have 10 hours before I have to be back there. So technically I’m not even going to be able to get a good nights’ sleep tonight.

Why am I not in bed you ask? Well in an attempt to stay alert enough to do the work that was required of me, I have downed 2 20 oz bottles of Mountain Dew and a cup of hot chocolate. And if anyone knows how caffeine affects me, I’m not sleepy. I am glad I was awake for the drive home, but going to sleep now would be good…

I’m a bit delirious right now. :-p I think if my friends were around I would get really hyper and say all sorts of stupid, incoherant things. I probably would be up for another few hours if there were people around. :-) It’s probably a good thing I’m alone.

So Paul, it’s a good thing you weren’t waiting for me to call you when I got home. :-)

Lalala By the way I really like what I’m doing. At work, that is. I’m making corrections for a teacher’s guide for an ESL textbook. It’s tedious, but I enjoy it. Although I REALLY would like to be moved to a G5. The speed of the computer I was using started matching the speed of my brain around 3:30 or so, so that was a good thing. They said that they were going to put me on a G5 tomorrow. :-)

Okay bedtime… Gotta be up in 8 hours to go back to work… Cheerio, faithful readers… I will soon be in deep slumber dreaming of margins and page guides and 4p3.5 spacing. :-)