the roller coaster of life
Yesterday I was on the top of the world. My Paul is coming to visit me in 8 days, and I’m so excited to see him. This could be the last time I see him until our wedding. I hope not… but I can’t deny that it could be.
Then today I heard from our church in Muncie, about the cost of the weddings. It is going to cost between $700 and $850 to get married at that church. This is soo frustrating because we very definitely can’t afford that. I don’t really know what to do. I really want to have a wedding, in a church… like every girl’s dream. I was even feeling a bit more positive about the cost of the reception. But this… this was something I did not expect. I don’t know what to do.
How far do you go to trust that God will provide? Do you commit to something you can’t pay for and trust that He’ll provide the rest? Or do you try your hardest to fit everything in the budget you have? This is such a hard thing for me. :-(
I am feeling down now… I think I will go read or something.