I can’t believe it’s here. And I can’t believe it’s just flown past me. My last week at college… Tomorrow is my last day of classes. I have three more classes and then I am done forever – no next semester, no J-term, no intention of going to grad school. Done.

*shiver* I know I probably sound pathetic, but I can’t help it. I am not ready to leave, but it’s not like I want to stay. I am just scared – no, terrified – of the future. I am scared of being alone. I am scared because I don’t know what’s around the next bend. I am scared that I won’t be able to find a job and be able to fulfill all the lofty dreams I have for myself.

I have so much to do, to finish before I leave. I’m trying to be better about managing my time, but already I am failing miserably. See, look how I’m blogging. :-p

A cool thing happened yesterday. I was in the ETC working on the library newsletter. I overheard a girl complaining about Pantone colors and trying to match them. So I walked up to her and said, “I didn’t mean to evesdrop, but I have a solution to your problem.” She was really eager to learn and it was fun to introduce her to the wonders of Photoshop. I remember that project from Typography, and now I wish I had known how to use Photoshop because it would have helped a great deal. I was excited to be able to help her. I just hope I explained myself alright.

One day of classes left, then three days of finals next week. Yikes.